A devotion-first path for leaders who feel depleted.

Used in clergy retreats, staff renewals, and private formation work.

You can love Jesus and still be exhausted.
You can believe in your calling and still feel thin.
Something deeper is needed.

This is not burnout management. It is a guided return to devotion.

Why This Exists

Many leaders are functioning from depletion. We preach, plan, counsel, administrate, respond, and hold everyone else together – while quietly drifting from the very Source we point others toward.

Left unattended, depletion reshapes how we preach, lead, and see God.

Spent & Sustained creates intentional space to:

  • name exhaustion honestly
  • dismantle performance-driven narratives
  • practice attentive prayer again
  • recover your calling from the inside out
  • build rhythms that endure beyond a retreat high

This work is slow on purpose. It is grounded in Scripture. It assumes you are human.

What You'll Experience

Spent & Sustained is an eight-module devotional formation journey for pastors and ministry leaders.

Over the course of this experience, you will:

  • Recover the posture of the unbusy pastor
  • Receive Sabbath as gift
  • Reimagine the metrics shaping your ministry
  • Craft a sustainable rule of life

Each module includes:

  • Theological framing
  • Anchoring Scripture
  • Imaginative prayer
  • Spiritual conversation
  • Discernment practices

You will not be rushed.
You will not be shamed.
You will not be handed productivity hacks disguised as spirituality.

This is a slow reordering of attention — from urgency to presence, from control to stewardship, from exhaustion to sustainable devotion.

How Can You Engage?

Choose the level of guidance that fits your season.

Begin On Your Own

Digital Workbook $39

For leaders who need space immediately.

  • printable workbook
  • personal-use license
  • immediate access
  • you will be able to begin today

Start here if you need space immediately.

Guided Renewal Experience

Workbook & Video Guidance $149

For leaders who want structured teaching and guidance alongside the written practices.

  • includes digital workbook
  • short guided video session for each module
  • structured guidance
  • self-paced format

For leaders who want structured framing and guided personal reflections alongside the workbook.

Join A Live Cohort: Next Cohort May 7th
Space is intentionally limited to protect depth.

Spiritual Director Guided Cohort Experience $395

For leaders want this journey held in community.

  • digital workbook
  • 6-week 90-minute live zoom cohort
  • facilitated reflection and discernment
  • group spiritual conversations
  • carefully paced rhythm

Best for leaders who want this journey held in community.

Workbook + Guided Renewal Experience (Coming Soon)

For those who desire a slower, more guided journey, the Workbook + Guided Reflection Experience includes:

  • The full Spent & Sustained digital workbook
  • 8 filmed guided reflections (one per module)
  • Prayer pacing and verbal guidance
  • Spiritual direction framing for each movement

These are not lectures.

They are filmed companions — helping you move slowly, prayerfully, and honestly through the material.

If the workbook is the trellis,
the guided reflections are the steady hand that helps you climb it.

Videos should be done by late spring 2026

Bring Spent & Sustained to Your Church or District

In Person Workshop or Retreat – $4,000 + Travel

For clergy gatherings, staff teams, or district events seeking immersive renewal.

Available Formats

  • One-Day Intensive
  • Two-Day Retreat
  • Workshop + Follow-up Cohort

Designed to realign leadership from urgency to presence — and restore a shared devotional center.

Work Directly with Me One on One

Premium 1:1 Formation Track – $750

For leaders who need more than content – they need accompaniment and discernment.

  • workbook
  • six private sessions
  • personalized integration plan

For leaders navigating transition, burnout, or theological reorientation.

Frequently Asked Questions

Is this therapy?

No. Spent & Sustained is a spiritual formation process rooted in Scripture, prayer, and discernment. If you are in crisis or need clinical support, therapy is a gift and you should pursue it. This resource complements-rather than replaces-others supports.

Is this only for pastors?

It was designed with pastors and ministry leaders in mind, but it serves anyone carrying heavy responsibility and longing for a sustainable life of devotion.

What if I’m too tired to start?

That’s exactly why this exists. Begin small. Choose the level of engagement that fits your energy right now.

How does checkout work?

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A Final Word

You are not weak because you are tired. You are human.

Spent & Sustained is an invitation to return to what is real – to God’s steady presence and a way of leading that does not consume you.